ONE MORE SLEEP THEN MELBOURNE.
I’M BEYOND EXCITED.
work is going so slow.
guys distract me.
i can’t wait to you all!!!!!!
Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?
Work. I can’t deal today.
I’m paranoid that everyone that I end up talking to actually hates me and wants me to leave them alone.
It feels like intuition but probably just negative/self conscious thinking and paranoia.
Ugh, I want to read thoughts.
I don’t know how to take that compliment.
A guy from the council here for the epa inspection just told me I look better the way my hair is today. Its down, messy and unbrushed from the weekend :/ usually I wear my hair in a bun or something.
Last night I thought a cute guy was staring at me across the bar. Turned out he was staring at the tv behind me.
I want friends who can tell I’m having shit time and come round with pizza and hugs.
That’s all I want today.
Its been one year. One whole year.
It feels like forever and just yesterday all at once.
“the world carries on without you, but nothing remains the same”
RIP Daddy xoxo