Best thing to happen all week. Thanks @chookie_brookie 😚😚😚😚
All I’ve done is complain this week and since moving. I hate it, I want to be my happy self. I just need a break life. Please.
my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate
This whole new life is pushing me so close to a break down. i’m turning to food and I don’t like it. I’m constantly stressed, up and down and I just need a flipping break.
I feel I was on the path to getting settled and calling Melbourne home, I crash my car and it makes me want to go home even more.
I don’t even know how it happened, completely my fault and stupid, no car for who knows how long, I’m keeping hopes high I will be able to get to work on Sunday but I beginning to think i’m kidding myself. I cried constantly last night, a mix of the accident and the boy having to go home. Who knew long distance was so hard? Especially going from the constant togetherness to once a week, but alas now I don’t know when i will see him next. Hopefully next Monday, but that’s reliant on my car being ok by then.
So apart from that life is pretty swell. I guess, hard but getting used to everything, started my job and start at a new store this Sunday, drowning at uni and completely lost but oh well, i’ll find my way to the surface. Giving this whole long distance thing a chance because i’m a complete suck when it comes to said boy, he really is amazing. Killing my mums dreams of buying another house more and more now i need her to pay my rent because of said accident.
Pretty low mood all round, seeing Dana today will spark me up but sad to see my car towed too. Sigh. Maybe soon I will have some good news to share.
Picking my car up after being responsible and not drink driving last night. Nothing tops off the weekend like crashing my car 😭😭😭